ive been packin my room madly, scrubing e inside of e drawers, shifting things from drawers to drawers, packin my notes, throwin away bags of stuff..its still nt done! im feeling so damn tired already hahaha..bt i guess this is e price to pay for seldom cleaning my room ba..gona make sure its neat this time..

in e process of cleaning my room, i digged out many many things..e class photos, e comments, cards, letters..thank u for all these =) my fave is still mr lai's comments..stop sleepin in class, stop sleeping! something like tt in sec 4. in sec 3 he was damn nice to me la,"ur smile always brightens up e class from when i m standing" woohoooooooooooo really ma really ma?! LOL n e many other nice comments, letters, cards from e others..haha make me wonder was i really so nice in e past or were dey entertaining me only..bt still i love reading evt from everyone haha

its time for new yr resolutions again..bt this time i still duno wad to make hahaha..can i really really ask for truthful comments bout e ssy u all noe?wad r my bad bad points?haha cuz it seems like ive ventured off course sometime back den n im havin trouble being myself..haha sounds funny bt ya e truth hmmmmmmmm

tml will b packin my room.again! save me

its me its me! back with a super random post!

im only left with one n a half wk of hols..bt! its been a fulfillin hols...why?! thnx to my frens, shoppin, sprees, magazines, make up lessons, bdae parties, singing n mj! n hw can i forget myself n my family hahaha

everyone has turned 21 already =) no more bday parties..are we all still goin to have frequent meet ups? haha..

im glad lela's bdae went well..e BABY among us LOL shame shame..im turnin 22 in 4 months' time n she just turned 21 slightly less den a wk ago hahaha

went bugis shoppin with sisters..haha..as usu dey cant stop shootin me n joan..bt overall it was fun as it has alaways been hahaha with joan askin me to buy evt i tried n i askin her to get evt she tried..hahaha..she hates me..i hate her too..LOL..bt hw come i only ate a piece of cookie n evt disappear ah?also learned something dreadful bout knee caps..hmm..
k box with e peeps was havoc too.. cook-kiss n cream, durian koh, strawberry, b box, 为你而活..those ppl are crazy..i haven laughed so hard n so much in a long time

steamboat for jing yi's bdae was funny..paparazzi with cool nikkon cam..haha..n i gt a shoppin date with joey next wk hahaha =) still cant believe she bought an AX tank top hahaha n nt to forget wii n mj with e ppl hahaha..jy msg sayin tml go wii/mj..bt too bad i gt date le hahaha..i so wan play wii

n e many mj sessions, thru e night, thru e day, with e many diff ppl..i enjoyed all thoroughly

i haven packed finish my room n sch is startin soon hahaha..im so dead..guess i will make a trip down to ikea either on xmas on next wk..one day im so gona pack my wardrobe n leave a sign on my door sayin," mum is nt allowed to come in" den i can throw away those clothes tt i dun wear/ sell em to e garang kuni man..with mum ard, evt i take a piece of clothes out, she put it back into my wardrobe again..tell me hw to pack my room?!u tell me u tell me!hahaha

haha..at 1st i planned to revamp my room this hols..get a new bed, a new table n a new wardrobe..bt accordin to some chi tradition, we are nt allowed to go knockin ard in our hse till 3 yrs after my grandmama's death..so i have to wait till next yr's hols..haha..in e mean time i so have to find room in my limited room..haha ikea here i come

today we had dinner at crystal jade kitchen..haha..i think im high these days..from breathin in e alc vapour accordin to sarah n ppl hahaha..my bro nearly killed me when i chose a green shirt for him in freshbox..bt i still think its nice humph..wad's wrong with green.. =(

i had a happy time shoppin for masks, make up n of cuz clothes! hahahaha i bought my 1st 1st pair of heels in a long time..some more its blue wah! hahaha n i gt a jumper too! hahaha..my cny shoppin is almost done..i feel abit sad hahaha..

with each hols i feel tt im growin up bit by bit, i cant say i love growin up bt at least im less childish as e days go by..less likely to get hurt by e diff btw dreams n reality..

i so love my sisters, e 4/1 peeps, my tennis gers, e uni y's + bin huang n guides..

blessed + happy

either starhub connection sux or my lappie is breakin down n im goin mad from gettin signed out from msn continuously, nt rececivin msg from ppl, n worse of all..e web page takin 5 min to load! ah! i feel like im livin in e 90's when internet was so damn laggy...pissed while typin this short paragraph, i gt dc from blogger twice -_-

hmm 2008 is ending soon..

e many things tt happened recently made me think quite alot n get real emo at times.. many times when we thought tt we've adapted to a new environment, time will prove us wrong n again. if we could have ability to predict e future, many things would nt have been e same. but would e ppl involved been happier? once e words leave ur mouth, could u take it back again? often u tot u were being rationale when u were makin e decision, bt in e end? r u sure u really wouldnt regret ur actions n ur words? do ppl deserve 2nd chances in any scenarios?

mayb everyone is selfish. or rather mayb everyone care n love in a diff way. ways tt seem selfish to many bt they are in fact e greatest love of all. den y cant we not love for anyone, anything ?isnt tt better? rather than enterin slp with tears rollin down e cheeks and wakin up drenched in tears, isnt a smile better?

no matter wad u did, i noe u've a reason. but this time i hope its right...i hope u guys are alright

so what if part of e dream came true? reality is still different from dreams. uve seen it for yourself. u are right. 早知今日， 何必当初

its e dec hols again..

i tot i will b super happy bt somehw it feels diff..shrugs

anyway many many many days ago, we went for mr darius koh's bdae chalet

loo was havin camp n couldnt join us..

haha i just skyped with her n she showed me e piglet LOL..glad u like e piglet n u r havin fun there, experiencin new experiences =) haha update ur bloggie frequently k hahaha..i will miss ya for e whole of this hols

so i guess this hols i will spend it away shoppin, k box-ing, tuition-ing, mj-ing, slppin n eating ba.. n perhaps learn a magic trick to make myself disappear haha